The trip!!!

Wow!!! what else can i say besides Wow!! i have just had the most amazing week!! I went to D.C. for the end of summer trip with my upward bound group and it was awsome!! i loved everything about it and i learned so darn much!! the group was amazing and i have some pretty great friends!!! even the bus rides from place to place were great!! I participated in the wreath ceremony and i got to help place on the tomb of the unknown soldiers!! I watched the changing of the gueard and those guys made me want to stand really tall and move like a robot! The plane ride was great!! i thought i was goingt o be scared and not like it but i wa only nervous for a little while at the beginning and then it was great!! the retrun trip, my second plane ride ever, was even better. i wasn't nervous at all and i loved looking out the window ans watching everything be so small and the road move so fast!! i had a great time with my roomates and i felt really comfortable witht all my friends!! I danced my butt of on the cruise ship. We went on The Spirit of Washington for a dinner and dance cruise on the patomic river. Even if i didn't know the songt hat came on i still danced along with it and loved it!! over all i had an amazing trip!! i will post some pictures soon!!

This is my Best Friend in the whole wide world!!! Her name is Brianne Mize and I love her from the most deepest depths of my heart filled to the tippy top and every crack and crevice. She is moving to Oklahoma and i am goignt o miss her so darn much!!!!! :,,((

I really like this quote. I found it off of my blog list in Maria's blog in Mega Life Quotes. It's so true and sends out a good message. it's just hard to do when sometimes your best friends happen to also be the ones that start the drama. It sucks when you can be really great friends with someone for a long time and then you get into a fight or something and then you have drama. Or it could just be that one week your laughing and hugging and the next week she tells you that you're really annoying and she hates you. it's a hard decision to make when one of the greatest things in your life happens to be dragging you down.

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Christopher Anthony Bingham

This is a picture of my brother Christopher. This is a picture of me at about age 2-3. He is a year older than me but he has always been like my best friend.

When you are growing up it is easy to be friends with your siblings because you are together all the time.

My parents had us when they were young so we moved around alot when we were really little.We always had eachother though. We fought like brother and sister but every little kid does. But he was my best friend, and he still pretty much is.

He is seventeen and he lives in Missouri, which is fourteen hours away. He lives in a group home so all of our visits have to be scheduled and the staff there has to approve whether or not I am aloud to call him or not. Everytime I talk to my brother it makes me really sad and then i get pissed off that he is not here with me. The same thing happens to him so we are not aloud to talk sometimes.

It's always been that way.

We have always stood up for eachother and we are both very protective of eachother. I remember one time when a little boy called my brother a retard so i beat the hell out of him. I think i was like six or seven but i saw how bad it hurt his feelings and I didn't like it. and now that i am older he is always trying to protect me from boys. haha.

One of the biggest problems with him being so far away is that I can't be there to protect him. If someone is hurting him there is nothing I can do about it. Then he will go and get himself into trouble.

It just makes me so mad!!!

If anyone noticed I was crying on Wednesday it was because i had just gotten off the phone with my mom and i found out that the staff at Chris's place was being mean to him. So he fought back and now he he cannot come home for the weekend. It made me really sad because i miss him so much!! I even had to wait to write this blog until i got home because looking at all the pictures of us and writing about him and our memories makes me so sad!! I have so many good memories of Christopher but i cannot write them all because i will be here all day!